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It actually works. Legit. It works. We have, in fact, with the help from my lovers and family, found a way of doing things for the ones of us who have been given up on, a way to correct our issues (mostly caused by the way we were raised and treated) that is the most effective and least harmful to our lives.
Stay tuned.

Amen to this truth of my life, right now & usually always.

Two faced promise!

….isnt a “sugar baby” suppose to receive some sort of compensation? 😂💋

i. give. the. fuck. up.
officially.

Dear Friends. Serious, serious need of a reliable vehicle or similar to find its way into my life. Like, yesterday.

Yet another example of how important it is to keep strict rules in place for people who are dealing with domestic violence and other domestic issues that can cause serious problems.

A lot. I just want everyone to be aware of the things I have been stuck in for 3 years now. I don’t know what is happening in this area but I am really concerned about it because I have been in a very very serious, bad situation for a long time now, while the community has shunned me in a lot of ways. I honestly still do not know what has happened or been said or whatever it is for you all to be this way towards me and my life. I hope I can get the truth to the people who have been doing the bad things that are happening to me and also to the ones who have been trying so hard to help me out of the way I have to be.
1) I do not have any of the phone numbers I have had in the past. And I havent had a working phone number for quite some time now. Someone has been stealing my phone numbers almost as soon as I get it and using them. I am not sure if they are acting like me or something else, but IT IS NOT ME THAT YOU ARE TALKING TO.
2) I don’t have any of my email accounts, Facebook accounts, or any other form of social media/communication accounts. I haven’t been able to access any of those platforms either for a long time now. I have to pretty much create a new one every single time I try to reach out to anyone I know other than a small group of people.
3) My children were stolen from me on December 23, 2020 by 2 women who were not who they said they were & 2 policemen they brought with them, and 2 people in my life that I had thought were my best people. Hands down, the worse day of my life. And since that day, I have been stuck in a lot of really difficult things that almost killed me multiple times. I have been fighting a war against the state of Iowa, a war against my own raisins, and a lot of people who have been so happy that I had been in the situation I was in – which was not the normal reaction of a normal community. I had an entire country completely turn their heads away from the things I was begging for help with. And this was all happening while I was trying to fight off the people who were trying to get my life, steal my children, the ones purposely getting me pregnant and then stealing my own fetus from my body, and the ones who were creating chaos to distract anyone from helping me. And the ones who were making sure they destroyed every single second in my life while they brag and shove it in my face as I was trying to just figure out what the hell was going on and why it was even happening to me.

Imagine the worse absolute thing that could happen to you or your family and multiply it until you legit fall asleep from the repetition and the sound of your own voice. It was worse than that.
It was horrible and it has been so hard to even communicate the truth as it seems so unreal to most people, and that we cannot even describe how it has been because any of the words we could use could never be a reflection of what we actually know and experienced.
This is another reason why I am having such a difficult time with everyone trying to make me feel better and trying to help me with things that I need. There are so many things that I need for myself, that I need to do, and that I have been stuck with for a while now and it’s gotten to a point where I don’t know who to trust, who’s trying to steal it from me, who’s trying to kill me, who’s on what side of this, if they’re trying to frame me or trying to just bust someone else in my life. I have been being tricked, sold, bought, lied to, and just about everything else that is not a healthy or normal thing to do to another person.
I have been through a hundred different lives in my lifetime, especially in the past few years. I was literslly held hostage in the middle of a war with some of the most beautiful people I have ever met trying to do the right things and do their best in a world that is not the same world as their own life. Or any of our lives, really. Some Of it was so disturbing that I am still having issues with understanding if it was reality or something else. But, the longer I still stay stuck in the same situation with the same people in the same area, the more I feel like it was the way it was. And this is so sickening to even comprehend how much pain and disgusting things we had to go through with absolutely no help from our own families or our own country.
And still to this day, we are struggling to even make it to the next one as we cannot even get anything to happen in our own life. I have tried and tried to get a hold of my raisins, my children, the resource centers, our government, and anyone who knows me to help me with anything that is needed for me to be able to remove myself from this situation and to be able to be honest with so that I can clear the air and figure out what the hell went wrong with the last few years. Still to this day, I don’t understand or know what was going on here with the people who raised me and the others who were in my life with me during the last few years, but I would greatly appreciate

Dear Person Who is Always Breaking Into My Room/Vehicles:
Fuck you in all of the ways possible. You are probably the worse thing that’s ever been on this planet and you have completely ruined me in all of the ways possible. I have lost every damn thing imaginable to your stupidity. I don’t know what it will take for you to realize that you are fully capable of obtaining your own life in this world and you don’t need what little I do jave. I also would like to you to kindly keep your grubby hands to your own body and not touch me with them, as it’s my body and my choice. I no longer can try to find a solution to your necrophilia issues and I am telling you that you need to seek a professional and probably something that you enjoy doing other than peep in on people, being a creep, and taking what’s not yours.
Without love,
Me.